Ooof. That first real moment of not feeling safe because of his relationship with Cas. And also feeling concerned that John is going to do something that Cas can see. Because if someone else sees it, Dean can’t deny it anymore.
Just John Winchester fucking things up for everyone again.
oh dean :( as with the past few updates, those uneasy and negative feelings keep churning (i can feeel that turning point looming). the easy bubble is starting to burst. before, they could easily carve out these spaces of time together, spaces where only the two of them exist, but now it's like everything is crowding in, especially john. he's not staying "outside" of their bubble anymore, he's showing up when he's not supposed to, and everything is getting too real and something's gotta give.
it was so deceptively simple at the start, with John away and everyone else preoccupied and their relationship just budding. the deeper they fall into this, the harder it is to hide, and the world is beginning to encroach
Ooof. That first real moment of not feeling safe because of his relationship with Cas. And also feeling concerned that John is going to do something that Cas can see. Because if someone else sees it, Dean can’t deny it anymore.
Just John Winchester fucking things up for everyone again.
until now the danger has always been theoretical but manageable. but this is early days and things are already starting to teeter
How has John not gotten a DUI yet? He’s always drinking and driving
country roads with less cops, for the most part. he's definitely crashed a vehicle before this though, and we can always hope he will again
oh dean :( as with the past few updates, those uneasy and negative feelings keep churning (i can feeel that turning point looming). the easy bubble is starting to burst. before, they could easily carve out these spaces of time together, spaces where only the two of them exist, but now it's like everything is crowding in, especially john. he's not staying "outside" of their bubble anymore, he's showing up when he's not supposed to, and everything is getting too real and something's gotta give.
it was so deceptively simple at the start, with John away and everyone else preoccupied and their relationship just budding. the deeper they fall into this, the harder it is to hide, and the world is beginning to encroach